The J-O-B update

I have a meeting tonight with some of the people that will be deciding if I get this job that may be the whole reason God is moving me from my current job. I want to be excited about a new job opportunity because it keeps me from being upset about losing my current job. It also gives me some hope for the future. But I am getting nervous. I really do trust that God is going to take care of everything, but I am starting to get my hopes up for this new opportunity and I really want it to work out. I also don't have a clue what the timeline for actually starting this new job is. I have been encouraged by many to get on unemployment (cringe) but I just get sick to my stomach even thinking about having to do it. I don't know who all really reads this blog. Obviously if you follow me I expect that you do, or if you are commenting often, but if you are reading this I just want to ask that you say a quick prayer for me and my meeting tonight and the opportunity that is before me. It seems so right, it seems to make so much sense, could it really be this easy? I really hope so. I am actually scared that it is too good to be true. But our God is not too good to be true, so I don't want to doubt Him. Uuuggghh I'm so confused. Isn't it all so easy to understand after the fact? Waiting is the HARDEST thing for me, by far. I hope that soon I will be able to post that I have gotten the position and that I will be able to share with you what it is. If you know me, I already know you will be so excited for me!! Pray for me tonight at 6 for my meeting if you remember! Thanks for caring blog friends :)